"she said all my years, i've been looking for you"

it's really weird to think about marriage. to think about spending everyday of the rest of your life together. sharing just about every memory and moment with someone that you have chosen to be life's long album. i don't even like seeing my friends everyday, do i have no hope? i think i do have hope actually. there are people in life that you truly connect with. when i think about marriage and all the problems i could envision with it, i'm not thinking with those great people in mind. I think about year after year with someone i like. my problem is that i don't envision marriage with someone that i love, care, and adore. there are those people in my life, so maybe i should start thinking differently.