no picture this time.
I think I'm afraid of text, that's why there's always a picture.
it's much easier with a picture.
I can hint at something with a song lyric and a picture and no one will ever notice because the picture is ten times bigger and more appealing. I use this technique in my life alot too. I tell a funny joke or say something stupid so people don't listen to me; the real me, the tired, hurting, uninspired, lonely me. it's not that i don't want you guys to know me in and out, it's just that i'm scared of what you'll think of me. it's easy being the guy that no one understands or can get a grip on. it's become my forte. i can confuse anyone by saying contradictory things and changing the subject. there are a couple of you that see through this bullshit, and call me on my subject changes. i like that. it makes me be real.